Inner Moonlight

If she can stop blaming herself for her husband's death, she might just fall in love with the man she's always wanted...
Elena Mazur is the perfect wife. Having met and fallen in love with her husband when they were only fourteen, she has dedicated nearly sixteen years to trying to be the woman that she felt he deserved. As she approached thirty, she gradually began to realize that she had cultivated a fairly miserable life for herself. But before she could turn things around, a devastating accident took the life of her husband.
She flees to a lakeside cottage and struggles with the relief she finds in her newfound freedom and the guilt she feels over the loss of a wonderful man. And her mixed feelings become even more complicated when she realizes that her husband’s cousin and childhood friend lives across the lake. While she cannot deny the attraction she has felt toward this man since they shared a passionate kiss as teenagers, she knows that Alec would never forgive her for acting on that attraction. So does she continue attempting to live up to the expectation as the perfect wife? Or does she follow her inner moonlight?